*lifeless*

so much changes we make in a lifetime

between ourselves or when our time gets  near

we experience it threw life or death

or when our time is becoming clear

we start to develop into something new

but never saw much deference when it came threw 

now close your eyes and imagine a paradise 

how beautiful it looks in your minds

but the sadness will arise

as soon as you open your eyes

just remember when...

we used to feel the weather change 

as we feel it 

touch our skin.....

such a warm breeze will soon 

be awaiting

isn't it nice to have that feeling?

as people start to get ready for the sunshine

they will pile on their summer gear

and off they go

into the distance until they get near

hold my hand for the last time

as you listen to this...

time goes by so fast

as i notice when i start to drift

its just like  if I'm about 

to  dream..

i cant keep everyone with me

i can only enjoy my last memories

as i close my eyes 

along with my mind

i start to lose my thoughts

things get so much harder to remember

memories start to fade

as i start to slumber

i breathe heaver and shorter

i know myself is changing 

as my body learns to let go 

before we know it 

I'm not on this earth anymore,

as i leave behind my loved ones 

they cry and try to hold me longer 

they have no idea how 

pointless that becomes..

since I'm not here anymore

all they can do now is hold me

close to their hearts,

as for me I'm not the only one

because when the time comes

it will be repeated more than once!

in then out

feelings that run threw a persons soul

feelings that run threw a persons life 

feelings that can be so demise 

a wall that is in front of us 

can sometimes feel like a suprise

a moment in life where we feel so stuck 

can it ever be cleared up by love?

we hold on to the memories 

we hold on to our love

we hold on to what used to be us

a day we meet can start off so sweet 

within a year we have shared 

within two years it became so clear

what happens when you throw it away

what becomes the person that day 

nothing to grasp but our memories

so hold on to what you had 

for one day it will pass

when that moment becomes reality 

what do you ask yourself 

after that???

talk about being internally misplaced,cant seem to be found without much trace,but time will turn around with those who were lost and then its considered 2 be found but replaced, that's when its 2 late........................!